excitment = dissapointment !!!

Changing ur mind…

Y is it so hard to keep to ur plans?? It doesn't hurt to keep to wat u said u would do den it is to change ur mind...

Lets jst say ur best fren (who u’ve been frens with since kindergarten) had invited u go to on hol with her for a special occasion and u promised her but den a day be4 take off u changes ur mind, it would hurt her... it wouldn't hurt u cos ure not the one who has been looking forward to tht for weeks..and jst imagine tht the special occasion was not so special and it was because they were leaving to go sumwhere else or tht they were gonna die b’cos of some disease tht they have. And she didn't want to tell u cos they tot tht u were gonna be sad... Wat would have done den? Wat if they do die? Wat if they do actually go away and may never come back? Den u would be the one tht had lost a best fren...

i jst dislike ppl who does tht… not tht I dnt change my mind but atleast I would give a few weeks/days notice be4 the actual day or a day be4 (not abt story above…)…

Sumtimes I get excited abt things and in the end it will turn out bad and evrytime tht happens I keep telling myself not to get too excited but I jst dnt listen to myself… even my mum has seen me get upset abt these things and a few months ago quite sad and frustrating happened…

I had been excited to go skiing for months and when all of the sudden the immigration here decided to keep my passport for another few months and not give me my visa cos my my mum’s ,step-dad’s and i all have different surname..so they wont give it to me not like I didn't have a visa before...so stupid cos we had to do some things over again jst cos they don't approve of it...so I didn't get to go skiing… oso the money got wasted, now trying to see if can get back the money, hopefully we can… cos I feel guilty abt it and not them cos its not their money! If I’ve known they were gonna keep it for like 4/5 months I wouldn't have asked to go… sometimes I feel like they don't even work at all! Not saying tht all of them r like tht..but they should still consider the consequences!

friday nite..

Today was kinda fun cos i went on msn den later on Michy was on and she said she was with meg, fay and pei jie... den i was like to myself PEI JIE?!? I didnt really believe her (sorry ar mich..) so she put on her webcam and i saw tht she was at Wing’s Cafe with fay and meg and pei jie who was singing..sis said tht he will be dere singing evry Friday..den she video called me so i can listen oso..den we talked an listening...when pei jie was haivng a break i feeling kinda bored so took some pics and played a game....

michy kept putting her laptop facing the stage so i can oso but sumtimes i was doin sumthing else told her u din need to do but she din wanna listen..hahah..near the nd while i was doing sumthing and the msn thing was open over tht side pei jie saw me and made faces...i din noe any of this until my sister told me..hahah...so i missed tht part...den at the end pei jie came over and talked to me for like 30 secs den gone again..but it was really fun..wish evry friday could be like this..even jst staying at home and all of us, ah cheh, cheh cheh, chi chi, michy and i jst talking on msn in da same convo..we can talk, joke around, laugh and play game oso...jst to pass da time...xxoxx

wat a week at skl...

Wat a longg week it was....in skl it was the YMOG, Young Musician of the Gulf. Where ppl from the gulf come to St.Chris’ to participate...and these ppl need a place to stay so i sign up to host sumone...got a girl, she very nice..so the week goes on...the last 2 days was quite busy and the timing was tight so had to rush...sleep late den wake up 5 in da mornin get ready for skl.... on thurs in my first lesson nearly fell asleep in class...haha but lucky didnt..den at night had to go to the hotel to see the finals of YMOG, where the winners awards how fun and watch them play...i nearly fell asleep, especially on one of the piano pieces...it was so damn slow and boring!! Even talking abt wanna make me sleep...hahah..

Wednesday, Februray 18,2009

Today was a geog fieldtrip to the Souq and this is trip is for a project...evrything was fine, we left skl at around 12 ...we had to ask the shopkeepers some questions and some shoppers questions too..most of the shopkeepers was nice enough to let us ask thme questions...but when it came to the shoppers some said no like we were some kind of disease tht they dun wanna catch...some said they dont understand english fine they were tourist we understand also some jst run away from us...and some was kind enough to let us interview them...after all tht when we wanted to go back to skl, the bus was so damn late..so we had to wait for it to come...my frens and i talked and took pics...

Mr.Moncur’s phone run out of battery so he had to use one of ours...he called the skl to tell them and to tell the buses to wait for the ones tht take the bus home...

Finally the bus came and mr.moncur was so furious at the bus driver...on the way ride back we played games and talked...phones ringing to tell parents tht they would be late...it was so hectic den we arrived skl had to run back upstairs to get our bags den quickly run back down again to the bus...the ppl on my bus was like ‘we waited for u for like half an hour...’ and it was so embrassing cos we were the only ones tht they wanted for... den on the way back home my bus got stopped by the police cos the bus driver was speeding and oso when the police was jst abt to stopped the bus max and the others were pretended to act suspicious..den after the stop the ppl sitting at the back was being crazy and stupid...but it was really funny cos they opened the window and tried to catch the lorries, cars and flowers...when i got home a little to get ready and go out again..

went to watch the semi final of YMOG..it was quite gd and there was this guy who was singing and he is really good...

this made me laugh...

About a week or so ago it was my b-day...and the day before my b-day my sisters texted me saying happy b-day...
but 1 text kinda suprised me b'cos one said something like
'Happy birthday...hope you have a wonderfulday...Don be so naughty...Got bf ady a??......'
then of course i replied saying thank u...and oso said yh i have a bf how u noe?hahah..
while replying to another text, i recieved a sudden phone call...believe it or not it was my sis'...cos they really tot i had a bf...cos of the blog before this...haha...they asked so many times but still they didnt believe me...but it was really funny and it made my day..hahah...

sis' dont worry if i ever do have a bf u'll all be the first to noe..even u Michy...hahaha...

ps/ pls dont get mad...
will update more when i have more time...

In love...

A poem written by Michelle Liew for the ppl who r in love...


I'd do anything for him
Would it be love if I lied or cheated?
If he ask me to do evil,
would that be love?

To throw away my dreams for love
Do my dreams include love?
Can I dream without love?
Can I love without a dream?

Can't live without him
I lived before I knew him.
so why not after?
Do I live for love?

I'd die for him
Would I?
Or would I just be miserable?

SO FAST!

the past few months have gone by so fast tht half my life is such a blur to me...all i can remember was tht since i was 8 i've been living with my mum in UK and now im living in Bahrain...been going to m'sia for summer hols..meet new frens..met up with some long lost frens...pretty much abt it...


now skl...i jst cant believe tht by the end of the month i would choosing my subjects for GCSE... i dunt even noe wat im gonna take yet..the lat time i checked i was new to this skl and now im getting ready for GCSE... wat am i gonna take?!? SOMEONE PLS HELP ME CHOOSE...