Sunday 29 March 2009

excitment = dissapointment !!!

Changing ur mind…

Y is it so hard to keep to ur plans?? It doesn't hurt to keep to wat u said u would do den it is to change ur mind...

Lets jst say ur best fren (who u’ve been frens with since kindergarten) had invited u go to on hol with her for a special occasion and u promised her but den a day be4 take off u changes ur mind, it would hurt her... it wouldn't hurt u cos ure not the one who has been looking forward to tht for weeks..and jst imagine tht the special occasion was not so special and it was because they were leaving to go sumwhere else or tht they were gonna die b’cos of some disease tht they have. And she didn't want to tell u cos they tot tht u were gonna be sad... Wat would have done den? Wat if they do die? Wat if they do actually go away and may never come back? Den u would be the one tht had lost a best fren...

i jst dislike ppl who does tht… not tht I dnt change my mind but atleast I would give a few weeks/days notice be4 the actual day or a day be4 (not abt story above…)…

Sumtimes I get excited abt things and in the end it will turn out bad and evrytime tht happens I keep telling myself not to get too excited but I jst dnt listen to myself… even my mum has seen me get upset abt these things and a few months ago quite sad and frustrating happened…

I had been excited to go skiing for months and when all of the sudden the immigration here decided to keep my passport for another few months and not give me my visa cos my my mum’s ,step-dad’s and i all have different surname..so they wont give it to me not like I didn't have a visa before...so stupid cos we had to do some things over again jst cos they don't approve of it...so I didn't get to go skiing… oso the money got wasted, now trying to see if can get back the money, hopefully we can… cos I feel guilty abt it and not them cos its not their money! If I’ve known they were gonna keep it for like 4/5 months I wouldn't have asked to go… sometimes I feel like they don't even work at all! Not saying tht all of them r like tht..but they should still consider the consequences!