Why am I always the one getting blame when you in this mood? Is it fun just blaming for things I didn't do?

Times like these just makes me hate my life... And always makes me wonder if it's better just to die now then die when I'm older...

So why not.. my life can't get worse than this now.. so why not just take my life away....cause i've had enough of all these crap i'm getting for no reason at all from almost everyone...

Did I become invisible?

Because I feel like I am..

Everyone ignoring me..

Not answering msgs I've sent...

Hard work to put things together for ppl to make them happy..

Nothing happens anymore..

Friends that say we'll keep in touch but don't...

Friends that say I'll miss you when you leave but don't...

Friends that promise we will always be friends no matter what happens don't keep their promise..

Why is it that I feel like the world doesn't even know I exist anymore?

Why is it that I feel like my world is falling down?

Why is it that I feel like my life is becoming sadder by the day?

Why is it that no matter how hard I try to do anything, it never turns out the way I want it to be?

Why does it always go the opposite and turn out horribly wrong?

Am I not good enough to live in this world?

If I'm not... Why am I in this world in the first place?

have you ever thought tht maybe i dont want to stay at home all day and night? have thought tht maybe i want to go out with my friends or just going out instead of staying home all the time? do u really think i want to do chores while i can go and hang out with my friends? do u think its fun staying at home with nothing to do? why do u have to make me stay home and not let me go out.. why do u have to make me do all these things? i dont want to do any of these things anymore!!! jst let me go out!!!!!please!!!

i would even rather go out and work then stay here.. i jst want to leave this place...i dont want to stay here... i want a holiday full of fun and not jst stay home and do stupid chores!

i want out......................................................

jst needed to let off steam.. no need to worry.. i'll survive.. like i always do....