28th of Feb
A day that not to be remember because it was that boring. Boring first day back at school, although the whole day was filled with the joy of having P in all my lessons.
1st of March
Pinch punch first day of the month. This is not the same anymore with my wifeyy here… L
Found out something that was a bit of a shock to me to be honest. After I.T MY and I was walking behind one of P’s friend, H and knowing me I wanted to know to truth whether of not he actually does like me, so I asked MY to H about it. So then MY was like ‘yeah ok, I’ll go ask H’. She walked to him and said, ‘H, does P like M?’ and his response to her question was, ‘I don’t think so, it was probably just a joke that HMV (a nickname for a guy I really dislike because he bullies me….) made up.’
And then there was me, who was only about 4 steps away laughing and telling MY, ‘I told you it was a joke…..’ But to be honest I didn’t really want to laugh at that. I was actually quite hurt, at that moment I felt like my heart was being ripped out slowly and painfully by him. L And ever since that moment my day has been going down the hill.
2nd of March
Day 2 after the being told that the guy who liked me is actually joking and worst of all he’s working with my worst enemy. Yep that’s right. H.M.V! :@ Every time I hear that name, it makes me angry. The thing I don’t get is that P doesn’t seem like the kind of guy who would join in this kind of jokes and the fact that there’s a chance of him being that kind of person makes me feel disappointed in him because I feel like he should know better than that.
Anyway just before History, I was talking to another one of P’s friend, W and because I still couldn’t believe that P would joke about that kind of thing so I asked him for his opinion, as in whether he thinks it’s true or false. And he replied saying its probably not true because P is the kind of guy who would just go to school and learn and nothing else. But it still doesn’t help me to figure my question out which is why he would go along with HMV’s joke? Does he think its funny to do that to someone too? Or does it mean he actually does like me? Haih… I’m so confuzzled. :S
3rd and the 4th of March
These 2 days has been quite boring to be honest.. But in both lessons of Chemistry I had in those two days was pretty hilarious because of the conversation that TFF, CI and I had. LOL..
Anyway I will update again soon about the weird dreams that I’ve been having lately… Some are quite funny but some are awkward and some are just plain stupid… So you lot better watch out for the next update.. :P xx
